Choose to Believe

Am I too old to believe
Am I too blind to see
Where's the God of Miracles
Told in Bible Stories?

Have I grown out of it
Is my faith not strong enough
Where's the God of Miracles
To tell me it's not fluff?

If Faith can move mountains
And Grace move knees to bend
Where's Your Love
To help me comprehend?

Is my mind too cluttered
Is my spirit deceived?
Somewhere between my soul and mind,
I still choose to believe.

That Faith can move mountains
And I'm not too old to trust
That You're the God of Miracles
And Your love will outlast.

Little One

I know the stars will light your way
Each and every single day
Because they won't want you to stray
Stray away.

You know you needn't be afraid
Of the mean little words they said
You can stay here safe in bed
Instead.

Relax, your little hands
Keep still, your little feet
One day you'll learn to stand
There's no need to rush to it.
Hold on, don't grow so fast
There's no going back you know
Soon, all this will be the past
And you'll wish that it was slow.
Little one; little one
Don't chase the sun.

One day soon you will know
That there'll be rain as well as snow
Through all this you'll learn to grow
Hello.

So relax, your little hands
Keep still, your little feet
One day you'll learn to stand
There's no need to rush to it.
Hold on, don't grow so fast
There's no going back you know
Soon, all this will be the past
And you'll wish that it was slow.
Little one; little one
Don't chase the sun.

There's plenty of time to talk about the world and all it's problems
But a time will come where you and I must try to solve them
Little one; little one
Don't chase the sun.

You Are More

You are more
More than the past you've left behind
More than the battle in your mind
More than the future that is ahead
You are more than that

More than the struggle of choosing
More than the pain you're bracing 
More than the nagging behind your back
You are more than that 

You are more than the words that they say you are
You are more than the voice saying, "you can't get far."
You are more than a ship stuck on the shore
You are more; you are more
You are more than the piece that wants to fit in
You are more than what this world is saying
You are more than that let them here you roar
"You are more; You are more."

More than the clothes on your skin
More than the face on the magazine
More than the cash that you spat
You are more than that

You are capable, admirable, talented and strong
You have a home where you belong
You are beautiful, in every way. You are more
So don't let them hurt you anymore.

Fact or Fiction - Theme Song

Verse I

I miss you so

I miss your smile

I miss the way you hold your hair

And twirl it round and round

I miss you so

Verse II 

I miss those nights

I miss your warmth

I miss those days when we could talk

And go on for so long

I miss you so

Pre-Chorus

It's nights like these that's got me thinking

It's nights like these I'm reminiscing

Chorus

Were we fact or were we fiction

Could what we both dream come to  fruition

Were we living as one

Before we said that we were done

Was it love or infatuation

Were we young and in delusion 

Time has come and slowly shown..

That 'what ifs' could never be known

Verse III

Remember how

We talked about

How we'll build our dreams

Upon our sacred ground

We were so young

Bridge

And we lose ourselves into the fact

That happily ever afters were  just that

They were hope shared to our lost souls                           

A rope so we won't let hope go

The chance that there's somebody

Like me

Chorus II

Are we fact or are we fiction

Could what we both dream come to  fruition

Can we try to live as one

Before we say that there's no chance

Is it love or infatuation

Let's be young and in delusion 

Let time come and slowly show..

The 'what ifs' that we're yet to know.

Bridge II

Let us lose ourselves to the fact

That nothing in this world is truly set

That we have a choice to accept

Or hold on to what is left

The chance that there's somebody

for me

The Cry and His Reply

One man raises his voice to the hills
Another man humbles himself and kneels
Still one more throws his fist in the air
One man asks, "Show Yourself, if you care."

One more begs aloud to be heard
One more mourns and shaves his beard
One more cries 'til tomorrow's dawn
Another man sings a heavenly song

One man slams the keys and shouts,
"Lord, please chase away my doubts!"
One man takes on more than he can chew,
To silence the pain that's in me and you.

One man wears a smiling face
Thinking that with it he can erase
The hurt, the fears, and uncertainties.
But they flood back like rushing seas

One son asks where is his dad
Where's the one to teach him good from bad.
He doubts he'll find a father's love
Neither on this earth nor high above.

One selfless mother prays with tears
That God would drive away her fears
As her little one lies in a hospital bed
She pleads, "God, can you take me instead?"

One little daughter sings in church
About the One on high she has researched
She's not too sure of the words she hums
She's not too sure of the chords she strums.

All their cries fill up the sky
And they all start to question why

Why does He stay silent in the clouds
When His voice is supposed to be thunder-loud?
Why is He hidden in the heavens
When it can't contain His presence?

And between their cry and His reply
Rose a silent song from High
And they knew it was from Him
Though they knew not the words to the hymn

Between their cry and His reply
The earth as if stood by
And He did not shout His answer
It came in a soft and gentle whisper.

He said, "Fear not you aching hearts,

For I have seen you from the start.

Steer your weary souls to Me

And I will give you liberty.

"Fret not, for I am here

For I have always been so near.

I've heard your songs; I've heard your pleas.

I've heard your chords; I've heard your keys.

"The mother's cry; The father's sigh

Not one of them has passed me by.

The little ones' pleas; the man on his knees.

No, not one, I did not see."

Between the cry and His reply

The earth as if stood by

And peace came in and cleared the drought

And it eased the heart and cleared the doubts.

Christmas Cheer

In twenty minutes, Christmas will be here.
In twenty minutes, comes 24 hours of cheer.
Get ready your smile, get ready your mood
For the meaning of tomorrow is well understood
Forget about your worries, put them all aside
Leave away your doubts, let your fears go to hide
Forget about the turmoil, forget about the strife
Forget about your starving neighbor, forget the lost of life
Forget about the oppression, forget about regret
For the reason for the season, is the chance to forget.

Put on your happy face, just for today.
Tomorrow you can return to reality's grey.
Put on your Christmas cheer and pretend everything's okay.
Put on your hymns and songs just for this auspicious day.

Just for today, we celebrate the Lord's birth
Just for today, we remember He came to Earth
Just for today, we shall sing of His saving grace
But when tomorrow comes, we shall return to our place.

Remember the Son and all that He did

Remember His birth and his great deed

Remember He came to save all mankind

But tomorrow return to the world of the blind.

If Christ was born to save us from death

Should we not do more than set up a wreath?

If Christ was born to set us free
Should we not do more than set up a tree?

If Christ was born to prepare us a way

Should we not do more than give Him one day?

So...
In twenty minutes, Christmas will be here.
In twenty minutes, comes 24 hours of cheer.
Get ready your smile, get ready your mood
But is the meaning of Christmas well understood?

Colorblind

Let not the words of divide,
Cause us to stand on our pride
Let not the actions of a few
Become hatred's burning fuel

Let not the color of our skin, 

Make the nation fight within

Let not the intentions of scheming men, 

Cause us to fight our fellow friend

Let us stand united as living proof
That we can all live under one roof
Let us learn to put all these behind,
Let us learn to be colorblind.

Still You Forgive

Verse 1:

Another Sunday morning

The congregation's singing

My hands are raised to the sky

To praise the God on High

But with these same hands I raise

Do I worship with all my days

Or is this just for the weekends

I lift my empty...

Chorus:

How can I stand among the Chosen

And eat with the Redeemed

When the shame has overridden 

And the guild cannot be dimmed?

How can I walk among Your people

When my faith and work don't tally?

Oh, Lord, my life is but a ripple

Will You come and rescue me?

Will You come and rescue me?

Will You come and rescue me?

Verse 2:

You know my walk is broken

You know what I've forsaken

And though my knees break down before You

Why do I fail my follow through? 

Bridge:

Still You forgive

Still You forgive 

Still You forgive

And for You I will live

I am Glad to be Count Among the Blessed

I am glad to be count among the blessed

I rejoice to stand in His righteousness 

For God's love is so great

That He choose to clean my slate

I am glad to be count among the blessed

I am glad to be count among the saved

Made able because He rose from the grave

What great an act of love

That God would leave His throne from above

I am glad to be count among the saved

I am glad to be count among His sheep

To have my sins laid down at His feet

To be wholly set apart

To be changed completely from the heart

I am glad to be count among His sheep

What love is this?

This love of His

He gave His own, to buy my release

He gave His life

To end my strife

He saved my soul from sin's deadly knife

I am glad to be count among the called

I'll carry my yoke and not be appalled

Sand me I will go

Where You'll lead me, I will follow 

I am glad to be count among the called

More than a Legacy

A path has been set; a course set in motion,

A paving of the way into the vastness of the ocean

From one generation to the next; from man to son

The hammering of the stone as its flashes sung.

Next to a brother and a sister; next to the multitudes of humans

Between expectations and freedom; maturity and innocence,

A space of peace and rest – of sweet quietness

With the noises of the people before us – their whispers turn to shout

With the plea from those behind us – their lips move about

Each day is planted from the start; each day is set in stone

For time is no man’s friend, and waits for none alone.

How can we take our daily steps if not for those before?

For if they hadn’t did what they did, how could we endure

The sweat of the brows of history-men is buried in our soil

It is their sacrifice that saved us all from the death and toil

How can we choose to leave this land when we were indeed so blind?

How can we choose to walk away and leave those left behind?

Weren't we purposed for something more than rummaging what we see?

Weren't we meant for something great that will leave a legacy?

Heroes of the past have gone before us and the future lies ahead

Now we ask what we’ll leave behind when we are also dead

Can we say with heads held high that we have done all we could

Or hide in shame and guilt when all we did was stood.

Is there a point for finding treasure when life is wasted away?

Is there a point to mining gold when a child can’t see the light of day?

Is there a need for fancy toys and energy that we spend?

Is there a need to scorch the trees when it itself can’t defend?

We can’t turn back what’s done; time waits for not even one

But we can make a change and leave something to our sons

What is an inheritance of notes when there’s nothing left to buy?

What is an heirloom of stones when the people need to die?

The question remains of what we leave for those who come after

A happy home of joyous sounds with the air full of laughter

Or a future filled with nothing more than cloudy disaster.

What are we leaving to those behind, what will they open their eyes to see?

That what we left behind for them is much more than a legacy.

As the nation stands in shifting soil and the cries of change are heard
Are we answering the call to move our feet and face this coming flood?
Do we dare to stand our ground and stand with heads held high
Or do we waste the blood of the history-men and let their legacy die?

A call to vote is a call for the future, and it is here you must make your stand
Do we hide in our homes afraid of it or do we stand strong hand-in-hand
The past remains the past, let us now look on to our future
Let us choose and make our mark on who would lead the next chapter

Let not the fear of oppression and the likes bar you from your way
Let not the seed of empty promises lead your path away
Let not the people of power turn your mind with amazing delights
Let not the sounds of riots make you throw away your rights

What are we leaving to those behind, what will they open their eyes to see?

That what we left behind for them is much more than a legacy.

Originally published on 28th November 2012

Revised on 30th April 2013

Journey's Mercies

Few days from now, you’re moving on

Flying off into the horizon

Off to experience a whole new world

With new things to see; new things to learn.

I guess I wish you the best

May God grant you peace

And when you’re overwhelmed

May He grant you release.

May the grace of His love

And the blessings from His hands

Help you to find

His great gift of friends

Those that He’s given

And those that He’ll send.

When you’re settled down, please don’t forget me

Let me know you’re safe and sound

Let me know that you are happy

Seek me out when you feel down.

Limbo

I had my life worked out; I had it planned to the end

I had no worries, no doubts; nothing I couldn’t understand

But you had to come with your beautiful smile

And throw a stone into my plans

And now I’m stuck in limbo

And I don’t know where to go

You could have made it easy

But you didn’t make it so

So am I chasing rainbows or chasing blue moons

Can we be together in this crowded big balloon?

My heart is a mess but you hold the key

Are you gonna try to fix it or just let it be?

I’m here in the crossroads and I’m running out of time

Should I let you go or make you mine?

Can you open your mind and show me a sign?

You threw in a spanner, and my heart skipped a beat

You lit up a fire and cranked up the heat

But your words are vague but leave me speechless

How do you pull of such a feat?

Letting Go - Theme Song

Verse I

I know it’s hard

I know it hurts you

I know what you’re feeling

I know the pain is true

Prechorus

But you can’t change the past,

No, you couldn’t forecast

What happened has happened and you got to learn

Chorus

Letting go is never easy

I know you won’t forget me

But you have to be strong

And start moving on

For me

Letting go is never easy. 

Verse II

I’m sorry

We planned so much together

I’m so sorry

That I left you in the weather 

Bridge

Promise me, that you won’t blame yourself for this.

Promise me, that you won’t stay stuck in this abyss

Promise me, that you’ll learn to let go and move on with your life

And when the time comes you’ll find yourself a wife

p.s. This song was written specifically for a female lead for the backing track for a script which can be found here http://pioneerinspired.blogspot.com/2012/09/letting-go_8.html.  

Back to You

Verse 1

How often have I fallen

How often have You picked me up

How often have I let you down

How often have You refilled my cup

Verse 2

How often have I left you

How often have You accepted me back

How often have I failed you

How often have You showed me my track

Pre-chorus

And here I am again I’m lost

I’m reminded of my dept, the cost

Chorus

That it took a life to set me free

And what am I doing with this liberty

Wasting away with earthly schemes

Wasting away on worldly dreams

Oh God, bring me back to You

Verse 3

How often have I ran

How often have You waited for me

How often have I sinned

How often have You forgiven me

Bridge

Bring me back to the time when I first found you

Bring me back to the place when Your love was true

Oh God, bring me back to You

What Could Have Been

Verse 1

It’s said that stick and stones may break our bones, but words will never hurt.

With lies that were said, a price was paid and left me in the dirt

Regrets and mistakes, pain and heartaches, are all I’ve left to feel

The love of the past that did not last is all I’ve left of you

 Chorus

Out of the pouring rain; you walked away

Out of my broken heart; I prayed you’d stay

But you never did and never will

The days have passed and I still believe

That what we had was the real thing

Instead of moving on I’m caught up in what could have been

Verse 2 

It hurts my heart to know that this part did not have to be this way

It hurts my soul because I don’t know why we grew away

Of all the days I’ve missed your face, again the thoughts of you begin

Instead of moving on I’m going on about what could have been

Bridge

*still thinking about it :)

Makes me Fall for You

Chorus

E                               A                       B

It's your smile that makes it all worthwhile

C#m                     A         F#           B

It's the little things you say that takes my breath away

It's your eyes that make the greatest prize

It's the little things you do that makes me

B                     E

That makes me fall for you

Verse 1

E                           A

Who would have known when we first met

E                        B

That this would go to where it's at

A            E                       F#                      B                        C#m

Not me that's for sure, I never thought you'd give me a second glace

               A                         E                F#                      B

And how glad was I that day when you gave me a chance

Pre-chorus

A                                      E

I know you don't believe me

A                             B

But what I say is true to me

I know you doubt your beauty

I don't know why you can't see

Verse 2

So here we are we've gone so far

And I pray we'll go further than the stars

Because I don't plan to lose you, with every breath and everything I hold

Because I've finally found you, I've never felt so bold

A bridge might be added if I'm inspired again.

Catch Your Breath

Verse II

It seems like the world is moving too fast

It seems what we have made is not made to last.

Everyone is rushing and running today

It seems like we’re rushing and running away.

 Pre-Chorus

So can we take this slow?

I want to know.

Cause the world keeps on forcing itself on us

But I want to keep you first

Chorus

So catch your breath

Take your time

I can wait

For you tonight

There’s no need to rush

There’s no need to shout….hush

Let’s enjoy what we have

And catch your breath.

Verse II 

We have time to make this bloom

Into something above the tomb

Of broken hearts and broken dreams

‘Perfect’ may not be what it seems

Bridge

No matter what the miles between us; no matter what the pain

No matter what the trials before us; no matter what the rain

No matter what the time it takes us; no matter who’s to blame

No matter what the past behind us; to me it’s not a game

Dedicated to the one who is waiting for me

Lines from my Darkest Week

There’s a cry in my heart for a meaning to live

There’s a hole in my chest searching out for relief.

Where can I find a peace in my mind,

When all that I think about is what’s behind?

The emotions are great and I hesitate.

The fear is real and I’m scared to fail.

The pressure inside finds no place to hide

And I’m left alone, exposed and prone.

I’ve been the giver; I’ve been the taker

I’ve been the seeker for the right answer

But where can I search for something unseen?

But where can I look for something within?

Who am I to the world outside?

I feel like I am standing in a divide.

An in-betweener; a man without a cause,

Who’s searching for meaning and has no time to pause.

Everyone has a place; of such, I was told.

But who can tell me mine? Come answer, ye bold!

Don’t tell me lies; or half-truths, be warned!

For I’ve been deceived; I have been faced with scorned.

Where do I belong? Are there many who sing this song?

Alone in the midst of the crowd; invisible to the faint and loud

Are there others like me; in this same misery?

Do I have brothers or sisters to call; when I begin to fall?

What We are For

We have been dead for far too long

The enemy's hand is for too strong

Break the chains

Let the Spirit reign

We can't remain in the past

It's time we change

Let's not be strange-ers

To the outcasts.

It's time the world knows what we are for

It's time to open up the door.

To our neighbors and friends

Let us lend them our hands.

Let's wash the feet

Of those in need

God, empower us all.

It's time the world knows what we are for.

Let us open our eyes to see

That people will not heed our plea

Unless our actions

Shows our passion

For the One who made us.

So let us be rid

Of our selfish seed

And be like Christ Jesus. 

Stupid Kid

This is a poem about...me
I'm sorry.

Stupid kid,

You thought you knew better.

Stupid kid,

But you just doused the fire.

You are dumb, your mind is numb to her voice.

This stubborn brain cannot remain your choice.

Stupid kid.

Stupid move,

You dug yourself a hole.

Stupid move,

You deserve the cold.

She was all that's right and in your sight, you stupid kid.

But now this game won't be the same; your rash-ful deed.

Stupid kid.

Stupid boy,

Your words can't be unsaid.

Stupid boy,

Get it in your head:

Girls like her do not appear so often.

So kick your selfish hide and leave your pride forgotten.

Stupid kid.

If you ever find it in your heart

To forgive this dumb nut.

He would do his best to fill

This hole he's made, til it's a hill.

Though the mound may still be there

And it still shows so clear and bare.

He hopes to make it up to you,

Please just tell him what to do...

Cause he's a stupid kid.